whr is my believe going through??
wat is my believe im here??
should my believe bigger n bigger??
should i trust my believe will make me bigger n stronger??
yyyy?????y!!!!
y i din trust myself i can better from nw??
y i cnnt leave my doubt behind me??
y i cnnt let every body look forward to me o look better to me??
It jz a BELIEVE on toward me,it jz let me choose either me believe o not~
It nearest to the end, to the end tat i cnnt touch it anymore~
I jz wan to be confidence men, should i still be here tat i hvn gt tat confidence!!??should i??
NW I WAN IT, but hw i achieve??whn can i gt it??wat can do to gt it??
the question i nvr think be4, but y i gonna be change nw?
i knw whn i step up tis journey, i knew tat it wont turn bek anymore unless me success at here~
i wanna gt a different life~so jz myself can do it my own way....
About Me
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- 我很奇怪，我爱笑，总觉得对的事就去做吧~ i love simple life~~n i more onto my success life~~
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Saturday, June 11, 2011
the sorry LESSON~
Today many people come my room and tell many thing that i should listen to them.....
1st person--->my dad
He tell me should study hard and dont bother me anymore wat i doing whn i finish my study n graduate from uni...."study hard"???i m not a genius for study, its me!!!but nw i really want go through my life wif myself start from nw 19 years old, i not younger ady, i tell myself i wan make a change from nw, even i din hv money at all at my future, i wan go this journey, it will difficult but i will break through~
2nd person--->my younger sis
funny sis, she ask me whether i go to work hard o not??i say yes, tats y i wan go through it in early years. She care me, but i tell many thing tats she nid to do many things tats she wan to do at nw, sorry for tat, i should not take u in my world, coz tis is diff for u nw, sorry for tats, my sis~
3rd person--->my lovely mom
i can c from my mom n dad eye tats they wan me end early the study at uni....the hope n desire to hope their son can 望子成龙，望女成凤,can c through their eyes n tis is their main point to live n to teach me hw my life should n hw to grow....but i hope tat u(my mom) n all family members will live longer although my life span is shorter thn u all..i wish n i hope.....
tis time i m bek to my hometown, the reason y im bek, my mind set of cum bek home doesn't cum out whn my mom n dad ask me go bek, after the date more closer n closer, i think n think should i go bek??? sorry for tat i m think like tat coz too long din c u all le~i knw i miss my mom n dad, tats y i cum bek wif one reason--->is time to c my mom n dad le~i cnnt tell u mom tat my feeling go through tis life without ur present..i hope u will und me wat i doing nw n for every thing~thx mom n dad n all appear in my life~tq so much(:
1st person--->my dad
He tell me should study hard and dont bother me anymore wat i doing whn i finish my study n graduate from uni...."study hard"???i m not a genius for study, its me!!!but nw i really want go through my life wif myself start from nw 19 years old, i not younger ady, i tell myself i wan make a change from nw, even i din hv money at all at my future, i wan go this journey, it will difficult but i will break through~
2nd person--->my younger sis
funny sis, she ask me whether i go to work hard o not??i say yes, tats y i wan go through it in early years. She care me, but i tell many thing tats she nid to do many things tats she wan to do at nw, sorry for tat, i should not take u in my world, coz tis is diff for u nw, sorry for tats, my sis~
3rd person--->my lovely mom
i can c from my mom n dad eye tats they wan me end early the study at uni....the hope n desire to hope their son can 望子成龙，望女成凤,can c through their eyes n tis is their main point to live n to teach me hw my life should n hw to grow....but i hope tat u(my mom) n all family members will live longer although my life span is shorter thn u all..i wish n i hope.....
tis time i m bek to my hometown, the reason y im bek, my mind set of cum bek home doesn't cum out whn my mom n dad ask me go bek, after the date more closer n closer, i think n think should i go bek??? sorry for tat i m think like tat coz too long din c u all le~i knw i miss my mom n dad, tats y i cum bek wif one reason--->is time to c my mom n dad le~i cnnt tell u mom tat my feeling go through tis life without ur present..i hope u will und me wat i doing nw n for every thing~thx mom n dad n all appear in my life~tq so much(:
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