pls~~believe myself~~

whr is my believe going through??
wat is my believe im here??
should my believe bigger n bigger??
should i trust my believe will make me bigger n stronger??

yyyy?????y!!!!
y i din trust myself i can better from nw??
y i cnnt leave my doubt behind me??
y i cnnt let every body look forward to me o look better to me??

It jz a BELIEVE on toward me,it jz let me choose either me believe o not~
It nearest to the end, to the end tat i cnnt touch it anymore~
I jz wan to be confidence men, should i still be here tat i hvn gt tat confidence!!??should i??
NW I WAN IT, but hw i achieve??whn can i gt it??wat can do to gt it??
the question i nvr think be4, but y i gonna be change nw?
i knw whn i step up tis journey, i knew tat it wont turn bek anymore unless me success at here~
i wanna gt a different life~so jz myself can do it my own way....